Not all people knows you just like me i tend to be secretive i dont share what is happening to me no matter what it is i tried to be private even when i have problems i keep it on my self.
Why because i want to be strong and i dont want to bother any one because i know for the fact that when your in need seldom youll find people who are willing to help you no matter what it is wether financially and emotionally because of this habbit of mine i became more mysterious on the eyes of other people behind this happy face is a crying shadow full of problems thats sometimes it takes toll on my health thinking of solution on my own.
Its hard to be like this but i tried several times but i end up alone whats worse i didnt have some to help me thats why i told me self to try to do it on your own. I can laugh but after that im back to normal alone in this world keeping everyrthing to my self.
Pretending your are okay but your not hiding the pain that you going to through you can encourage any one to be brave to talk to other people but as for me i cant even do that to my self i just keep it on my self.
If i cant find a way thats the time but until i can handle it on my own i wouldnt dare any one it is hard but i can.
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